Tuesday, August 18, 2009

And, the guilt begins...

I had my second MRI today, whereas the last MRI at 16 weeks was only 40 minutes...this one lasted an hour and a half because of a very wiggly Cooper. I felt so guilty the entire time knowing that the reason he was moving around like crazy is because he was scared of the loud noises on the outside. Ugh, I kept telling myself and hoping that I could convey it to him telepathetically that I had to do the MRI for both of our good. He was moving around so much that we had to do series of pictures where I had to hold my breath for like 30 seconds at a time to get Cooper to move less~ how terrible!

If this MRI shows that my uterine wall is still thick and strong than my stress level will go down...some. Honestly, I can't wait for Sept. 11th to get here so that I can be safely on bedrest at the hospital. This is a little more stressful than I had anticipated...

I just want him here safely so badly...


  1. Hang in there... only a few more weeks to go!

  2. We all want Cooper here safe and sound. Wishing you peace. Hope the next few weeks go quickly and smoothly.

  3. I can only imagine what you are going through - hang in there dear, we are all praying for both of you! Heaps of hugs! :)